Thursday, August 5, 2010

Isolation- or whatever you want to call it!

Oh man, I knew I was going to be bored, but this is getting ridiculous!! I have been hanging out in my old bedroom at my parents house for 2 and a half days. The closest my parents have gotten to me is in the hallway asking if I need anything or if I am doing ok...Yeah im ok, just dying of BOREDOM!! I can only look on Facebook and IKEA and Target and all those websites for so long. I have to eat off of paper plates, use plastic forks, knives, and spoons, and use plastic cups. This is so the radioactive material in my body doesnt spread to the utensils in the house. I also have to shower daily-ok I do that anyway- and flush the toilet twice!! When my parents make dinner, they serve themselves then go away and I come and get my food lol, then I retreat back to my little hideaway. I actually have not been eating that much to be honest. I havent felt sick or anything, but I just dont have an appetite. I have gained 10lbs since the surgery (um excuse me they told me I was going to lose weight) but its because I have Hypothyroidism right now being that I dont have a working thyroid, and no metabolism to digest anything, so my body is holding on to EVERYTHING! I mean EVERYTHING! I cant wait to get on thyroid medication, which we hope is this week and I can start losing this weight. I mean its a small price to pay considering everything I have gone through I guess.
Besides just layin around and watching Food Network, HGTV, and the Travel Channel- My all time favorite channels, I am missing my Matt so much!!! I think the longest we have spent apart was when he went to Germany two Christmases ago for like 8 days. He has been my rock through this whole thing and is honestly amazing. I cant believe how lucky I am to have him in my life!! He just got back from Flagstaff, where he is from, and its weird because usually I am waiting for him at home with our pup, but this time he had to go home to just Sadie and not both of his girls :( He really has been solid through all of this and I thank him for everything he does for me, I dont think he realizes how much I appreciate things!!! I LOVE YOU BABE! Alright enough mushy stuff :) I am going to go back to watching 40$ a Day with Rachel Ray. Hope everyone is enjoying their time with their loved ones! Happy Thursday!

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